© Copyright 2022 by Wassila Aouadi
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short story about a teenager girl who tells about her life
she work hard to achieve her
but she faces many difficulties and she is trying to stay
standing after everything , the girl don't give up.
An easy and comfortable life like the life of children , this is what most people think but the stage of adolesence is really one of the most difficult stages that a person goes through , especially at the present time, a period where the child lives a violent struggle in himself between good and evil, betrayal and treachery ,but he also lives love and safety , joy and pleasure with loyal friends and loved ones ,it is one of the most important stages of life as it is the most difficult of them .
That's me , i am a girl born saventeen years ago, who seeks to fulfill her dreams which is to be a great translator, i speak many languages and i love them , i also want to develop them because the only thing i want at this moment is to fulfill my dreams, and now that's my story ,although i am still young and coming to life but i start to feel tired after everything that happened to me ,anyway i live also ve6 beautiful days and moments with my friends , i know many people and every year their number increased, however i became confident in a few of them and rarely i felt comfortable with someone ,one day while i was sitting browsing through one of my old books, i saw a picture which i had token four years ago, i spoke to myself with tears in my eyes:"how beautiful those day were ,but unfortunately i did not wait for treachery from her ,she was my best friend", sometimes i feel guilty and i think that i make mistakes in all my steps ,there are just one person who tries to convince me that i am not guilty of everything that happened, this boy is according to me as a brother whose mother did not give birth to him ,he is always by my side when i am sad before my joy ,he advises me ,stands with me ,he is the bond that i always hold on to ,as he is one of the people that i trust the most , next to him i feel safe as if nothing can hurt me ,and no harm can touch me he is the most beautiful thing that happened to me in the recent years that's what i say when i speak about him,in addition that's how i feel about him ,as i knew this wonderful person ,i lost another one, someone i loved more then myself ,i was ready to give him all what i had to stay with me ,after a while my feelings started to subside after loving a human with everything i had ,loved and drowned in all his details, beautiful or ugly ,i hate him now and every day my hatred for him increases because he spoils me with his words about me and every time he comes back with obscene words and with his unreal stories about me ,he hurts me and goes away , i have only my friend on my side actually it let me feel better , i am really tired of all this , the last time he comes to me ,i screamed and let out all the words in my heart that had been hidden all those times, this time he went away from me and didn't come back to bother me , i am relaxed now from one thing which was disturbing me .
full months ,i am happy with my friends far from the
and the sadness and everyone who hurts me , i live the love
the safety like every normal teenager but that treacherous
didn't comfort her heart until she hurts me ,and it's only a
short time i began to feel something
on inside me , i can't understand whether it was ,a
feeling of anxiety or fear ,i feel this feeling a lot and no
good comes after it ,i stayed in this state for a whole day
,suddenly in the night i received a text message
that girl ,my heart started pulse faster then faster, but i
know why ,i opened it and i started to read what was written
it :" all what i want is your misery ,i hate you and your look
,you ruined my life , and i will do everything in
power to make you live in hell and to forget the feeling of
for the rest of your life ", my eyes filled with
as i asked myself what caused all this
while i was crying a call came to me ,i answered on him and i
heard the voice of my friend ,i remained silent, the silence prevails
between us ,i had difficult speaking because of my sadness
because of the tears that were in my eyes and the only thing that was
in my mind was my fear at the moment of losing my dearest
friends who were my only support in my life
because I know
the girl there wants to take from me everything I love , i
up without saying a word ,currently i don't know the reason
this call and i went to sleep ,the next day when i went to school i
met him my friend who call me last night, i really consider this boy
also as a brother ,i have seen nothing just the
him since i knew him anyway when i saw him i saw on
face signs of anger so i asked what was wrong but he
answer me ,then i asked him why he had called me and i
apologised to him, he remained silent for a short period
afterwards he asked me if i was hiding something from him
softly:" no I didn't hide anything from you" but i
know i am laying
_He asked me
for a second time and said in addition :"ar you sure ?"
and here the quarrel began between us
_He said in a
loud voice:"i don't want to see you again in front me
,because i know what you did and you lie to me although you know how
much this hurt me ".
sorry but when did i lied to you ,i dont remember once laying to you
know you liked my friend and you were with him for a while " he
told me in an angry voice
are the problem ? I can't understand " i said to him
_he told me
again :" you lied to me ,and you know how much i hate it ,it is
my friend i need to know it "
questioned him " who told you ?"
_ he said :"
it does not matter " and he goes away from me
i know what's
happening, but who told him , i hide this from him because i
know his reaction , it's his friend and i aslo know
he will never forgive me ,it's clear i lied to him , i
standing and i saw that girl looking at me and laughing
arrogantly ,so i see it's clear she had a hand in the matter
maybe she told him or something els is going to happen i am not sure
about it ,i kept thinking and talking to myself: " should i go
to her or leaving it to avoid problems ?" I entered the
classroom and sat but I still get the feeling that this girl
the reason , day after day and he still ignoring me
calls,and my messages ,every day i think about how to fix the
with him , i was hurt to much ,always when i went and ask him
for forgiveness he ignored me like i don't exist ,i
myself for what i had done
few days i went to him and i said with a sad
:" forgive me you know you are like a brother to me
i don't want to lose you "
replied :" You lost me, you should have thought about this
before you lied to me and now you have to bear the consequences of
filled my eyes ,i told him:" but no one deserves to
be blamed for their mistakes forever"
maybe you are
right , the mistake is when you do not know and you had knowledge in
this " he told to me while he was walking
I accepted what happened and he is right in what he said , i was surprised in the next day he used to talk to me as if nothing had happend i felt so happy , But it worries me that he never spoke to me again about the matter ,once while we were talking he alerted me and swears to me if i lied to him again he really will not forgive me ,i agreed and i was very happy because all the things were fixed , now live happy and happily with my friends and i remained focused on my dreams which i would like to achieve as soon as possible, working day and night only to reach the summit one day and say :" here is my fatigue, i have arrived now everyone can see that i have reached the things that they once said were impossible "
Days passed and my whole life turned upside down because he got in ,even though i do not trust anymore however i don't want to remove him i think i need him really i am not sure about this ,it's like a confused feeling , i don't want him to stay away from me ,i just want him by my side ,he is the first person who comes to my mind in the morning and the last in the night ,although i am afraid of a day he makes me cry hidden and silent tears for fear that a gloated see me after i told him a lot how different he is from the others ,because i love him with an orphan's heart whose only home is his soul ,even when we fight and i am right i stand by him against myself ,i am afraid of the day he will leave me alone after i was ready to give him everything and after i was ready to change for him , i want him by my side when i succeed and i achieve my dreams ,also i want him when i drop and cry ,he is the only one i would never think of keeping him away from me he also kept that vile girl away from me and relieved me of her now he is with me in my life and i hope that he will stay beside me because i really love him and i don't want to lose him ,he live in my soul now , Even with his presence i didn't forget my dreams i was working hard i forgot everything that happend in the past and my focus remained ,two days left until the results that will reveal my career fate ,for the fear i can't eat or drink or sleep i still thinking what will be if i dont succeed just my boyfriend believe in me he say always :"i know you can do it ,you can reach everything you want" so after few days the result cleared up, I kept worrying, waiting, then suddenly I screamed loudly. I did it. I will achieve what I want soon. at that moment, I didn't believe I had arrived ,i called my boy and said to him :" the day came, here I am. I became what I wanted" he cut off the call and send me a message, I will come. I will be there right now. I want to live with you the moment of your joy i am proud of you .
am proud of
myself, my family and my friends beside me and also they are so proud
of me and of my achievements How beautiful is this feeling as if all
the gates of heaven were opened for me dont give up somtimes life
gets herder befor it gets better .